You ever have one of those days where you just feel like EVERYTHING is wrong with you? I've been having a lot of those lately. I should probably see a doctor for a few of my problems too. I've been really lightheaded, dizzy, and tired.
I got off birth control because it was making me depressed, like on the real and the weight gain was no joke. I felt numb, even though I didn't pick fights with my husband or have mood swings, it made me stay at a constant pace, never truly happy or never sad.
Well lately i've been feeling depressed. I don't know if it's the weather, and if it is i'm just so damn sick of the cold and ready for it to be warm again. I am so over having it be 78 degrees one day then 37 the next. Worst part is I feel like i'm taking it out on Keenan, but that little man has been testing my patience. Yesterday I was feeding him lasagna and he didn't want to finish his last bite, so I told him to chew it and he spat in my face. Man did I blow up, but he truly could see how mad I was so he cuddled for a long time with me to make sure I still loved him. I will always love him, he was created inside me.
